Wednesday, April 11, 2012

WORSHIP: THE FUNCTION VS. THE FORM


Here is one thing that surprises a lot of first time visitors to Nashville. It’s a full replica of the famous Greek temple, the Parthenon, which is left over from when Tennessee was hosting the World's Fair forever ago. Apparently, Nashville used to be well-regarded as "the Athens of the South," back in the days when it championed the very progress and higher learning it now politically dismisses at "elitist." But regardless of any ironies between past and present... A full-scale ancient temple is not something you expect to see after driving down the Nashville strip. But it's cool to check out, especially since it's not in ruins. We went when we moved out here. And we've taken some friends to see it when they visited.

The Parthenon houses a huge statue of Athena. What we'd perhaps call an "idol." It struck me, though, while looking at this ornate, 40-foot carving... I just felt confirmation of something I've sensed for a long time. It's the idea that people don't worship the FORM, but the FUNCTION of a god. We can't even process the form of Divinity – we can’t conceive of it – so instead we echo it; we echo the Way of a god in the manner by which we ourselves live. This is why the ancients had gods for every kind of commerce or lifestyle or culture. And current civilization is no different.

The way we live is indicative of what “god” means to each of us. Our hearts are found in the same place as the things we treasure.

As large as Athena may have been, I've never been able to swallow the common conception of ancient people being that in awe of a mere statue. I simply have always had a hard time imagining them literally believing it was fully mystical or divine. However glorious its composition or however assured its craftsmanship, I've thought that it would make more sense if they just held it to be a symbol for something much greater. And from what I’ve learned of religious life in that context, what I'm thinking seems to be true – at least, for most ancient people, that would seem to be the case. For a temple in ancient Greece, the worship taking place was not so much of the fashioned image, but of what the image represented. What it meant. What it stood for. The real action and weight of "worship" was of the other activities being blessed or endorsed by the temple, both inside and outside of it. And thus, when ancient people attended temple rituals and gatherings – they went to be a part of the scene, to ingest many substances (from wine, to hallucinogens, to the meat of sacrificed animals), they went to have interactions of a commercial or sexual nature, to form trade agreements, to take advantage of young children and traffic in human life, to carouse and make profitable business connections… Basically, they got together and did all the things they wanted to do anyway, excusing otherwise questionable activity by sanctifying it as “religious,”

And for them, this was all part of “worship.” Misguided, absolutely – but integrated holistically into all of their lives.

Contrary to popular opinion, they didn't go because they were so stupid they thought a statue was the end-all to their religion. Any pagan would know that mere worship of the form yields nothing. They knew that, ultimately, only the function matters. The form is an icon made to reflect the greater function. The icon is not an end in itself, and temple worship did not entail people just sitting there, praising a carved rock. The ancients’ religious views and acts of worship implied and included a way of life involving one’s place in society, view of culture, political stances, industrial ventures, treatment of other people, environmental philosophies… All of these things were integrated into “worship.” A functioning worship. So when they "worshiped before an idol," it wasn't just them bowing, saying, "Wow, this statue sure is fantastic... Wow, isn’t this stone terrific…" Rather, in the biggest and most lavish temples, full of the wealthiest and most important people, they didn't merely revere idols - they altered their minds and preyed on the weak and helpless while building their own kingdoms. Their worship exhibited actively the things they valued most in life: Greed. Excess. Gluttony. Power. Unchecked lust and aggression…

...So I'm thinking about all this and then something hits me: It is very sad and telling that - despite serving a God who is the opposite of the things mentioned above - so many people of Jesus' Way don't always realize the same thing ancient pagans did. That in vain, we attempt to be at our best and most meaningful by gathering together to “worship” the FORM of God – which remains so intangible and elusive to us – when it is the FUNCTION which should ultimately matter most. And then I realized that God understands this – God recognizes that worship is about making connections, about the transitive properties of WHAT WE DO. In fact, isn't that what God has been telling us from the very beginning? Isn't that why Jesus can say, "Peter, do you love me? Really? No seriously, you do? …Then feed my sheep." If worship is how we overflow to God our love and devotion, we need to take another long look at those famous words. “Do you love me? …Feed my sheep.” We’d also do well to examine the things Jesus says about sheep and goats, and the things we do as unto God.

As misguided as some of the ancients’ worship may have been, we can still learn from the way they engaged worship in general, and, possibly, get a little closer to God’s ideal in the process. We should be aiming closer to function and not settling for a form that we can’t pin down. Of course, it’s always humbling when we learn lessons of worship from those we consider misguided. But that’s good for us. A lot of us pride ourselves on how closed off we are to those we consider “wrong” in any way. We staunchly assert that no one who is "wrong" could ever have anything to teach us, or could live in any way that might inform the way we live. A lot of us do not allow ourselves to be challenged, and end up going through life without permitting ourselves to change – thinking we’ve already arrived – as though we have something to prove to God. We’re too often too set in our ways, and too often unteachable... And yet God is always trying to talk to us, however we might be reached, and in many diverse ways.

Now, I say all this as a long-time "worship leader." One who is feeling the paradigm shift inside, feeling God transform his desire for how to accomplish real and true worship. I have been feeling that shift for some time - years, in fact. I have been coming to grips with the reality of how my own music might take shape, how it might function for this purpose, and how the rest of me might take shape in all that I feel, think, say and do. And I've had to ask the question, "How can I use who I am and what I do to best worship God now?" And the answer has come, "Worship will be accomplished as you saturate your aim with doing as God does - not just calling out to a vague notion of God's form, but joining in God's function. Live in this way, letting all you do be marked with love, mercy, compassion, honesty, truth, beauty, freedom..."

This is a timely realization for me.

The church has essentially commoditized "worship" into the ground, strangling it with the passionless hands of Industry. A bit over ten years ago, worship music became synonymous with Christian Pop. Now, a decade later, the consumer-machine has mostly run its course with this trend. Worship leader rock stars have made a lot of greedy people a lot of money, and now the hysteria is dying down. But while the “worship boom” as a “movement” shows signs of exhaustion, we once again face the reality that our flavor of the moment is not the answer. Once again, we’re forced to look at the entirety of our holistic selves to examine whether or not our lives are pleasing to the Divine – whether or not they are marked by “worship.” We used to sing a Matt Redman song which began, "When the music fades / all is stripped away / and I simply come / longing just to bring / something that's of worth / that will bless Your heart..." For as many people as I've seen passionately sing that song with abandon, I've seen far fewer of those same people who actually attempt to live in the truth it dances with. Here we are today - the music is absolutely fading - and where does that leave us? Is worship like theater or print, where it can be pronounced dead? Can real worship actually become obsolete? ...Or did it never fit in the tidy compartment of "congregational singalong" to begin with? 

The tough part to just come out and say is that it's almost eerie to consider how misguided so much of Christian worship is, aiming merely to drum up emotion towards the FORM of God even as we imperfectly describe it, when any worshiper (Christian or Pagan or Jedi) should know – worship is ultimately in the FUNCTION: God's activity informing and inspiring ours. Worship is practical in its transcendence. Worship is holistic in its spirit. It’s integrated. It’s real. It’s who we are. Not just something we leave compartments to do. Who we are. All the time. Existence itself... In that sense, I wish that our idea of worshiping God in song featured less focus on trying to sing AT God and more of a focus on the idea that we're joining God in the song God is singing.

Are we marked by a real, FUNCTIONAL lifestyle of worship? Or have we just scheduled routine moments in which we embrace the FORM of a small shadow of it?

Now, of course, I must say I am not AGAINST singing together. And obviously, “worship” would include our singing out to God, since singing and music are a big part of what it means to be human. It would include our singing to one another of the wonders of God as well. Worship would include those things. Of course it would. We’d never disagree with that or question its place – there is certainly room (and reason) for the church to be singing together. I’d never minimize that.

The problem, though, is apparent in that for many of us, singing is ALL that worship means. When we begin a gathering with “worship,” we know we’re referring to music. When we go to a church conference focused on “worship,” the conference will be focused on playing and singing in groups. And on (and on) we could go with examples. It’s as though, when we hear the word “worship,” some synapse in our brain fires and translates the term for us. We hear “worship” and we interpret “singing.” And as much as we’d never minimize the music we make together, this is a problem. It’s a problem because worship is so much more than that. And it deserves so much more than that. Our definition of “worship” is small and limiting. Worship is not singing. Singing can be worship, but worship is not singing… And if this is the case, how might we better define worship? I’d suggest something like this:

Worship is… A LIFE… REFLECTING… GOD. It’s what God’s creation looks like when it’s basking in God’s light. It is any part of the universe communicating God’s nature, will or purpose. It’s God’s character on display in God’s artistry…And for us in particular, worship is a life reflecting God.

It’s not just singing. It’s broad and beautiful. It’s an endless exploration. And consider, when many of us get to thinking, “So like, Heaven will be really boring if all we do is sing at God all the time, right?” We’re selling the eternal kingdom far, far short of its glory. If all we ever did was the same exact thing, it would be boring. Thankfully, God is far more creative and empowering than that. God’s delight is in engaging and involving people in what God is accomplishing. And God is in the habit of receiving worship in this way.

I’d suggest that worship is such an expansive and mystical pursuit that we’ll never run out of ways to take part in it. When we worship, we join in the dance of God. On an eternal plane, this dance will never lose its mystery or its beauty. It will be forever, infinitely awesome.

Consider: At our worst, we are worshiping the form of our worship itself. At our best we are functioning constantly in a worshipful capacity, being saturated by God’s purpose, and doing only the things we were created to do.

And even now, we could see much more as “worship” than we do. We could take on much more with the mindset of “worship” than we do.
- There is worship in delighting in the natural world, enjoying the splendor of the universe – from the smallest creature to the grandest solar system.
- There is worship in appreciating beautiful things – from any form of art, to the personalities of those you encounter.
- There is worship in creating things and exploring creative passions.
- There is worship in serving others.
- There is worship in an act of love.
- There is worship in any action of selflessness, compassion, mercy, community, generosity, sacrifice, etc.
- There is worship in making peace, bringing comfort, enacting justice or ministering healing. 
- There is worship in “doing as God does” in anything we’ve been called to join God in doing.
- There is worship in any instance our lives reflect God. 

To a follower of God in the Way of Jesus, worship… is… life. When a person’s being reflects God’s Divine light, worship is taking place. As Romans 12 has always said (and I’ll paraphrase), “So, brothers and sisters, since you see life through the lens of God’s merciful way of being, you should offer up all that you are in response – your entire self as a living sacrifice – which is holy, as in set apart for purpose (and absolutely delightful to God, by the way), because this is the core of your spirituality, your way of being marked by worship.”

So I’ve been thinking…

The ancient Greeks and Romans went to a temple and did as the gods did. This was “worship.” They joined in the function. They partied. But modern Christians go to a church building and attempt to drum up the most emotional response toward an intangible form, and then we get confused and saddened when it doesn’t stir us or fails to connect... So even our “worship” becomes a selfish fix – part of an ongoing religious routine. And because of our conditioning and tradition, we end up missing what we should already know intrinsically – that real worship is primarily about function. Our God is spirit, and even our best descriptions, even our best poetry, falls vastly short of capturing God's form. To worship God in the temple, we should be doing as the prophets have always said in showing mercy to one another and releasing every yoke of bondage and oppression. This function of joining God's dance would be a great expression of "worship." It would even be a primary one.

And because God’s temple is not a building but a people, how much more should worship be everything that we are and all of life? Not a compartment for singing, but a core reality which awakens us to enjoying and experiencing God in EVERYTHING.

Like I've said so many times, now I can see more clearly from a different angle – The scripture Jesus' quoted most, "I desire mercy and not sacrifice." …Mercy is what God's doing. It's the function, the purpose, the direction… But then there are the elements which make up much of our gathering together. The religious rites and events we try to prop up in mercy's place, those things which are but a shadow, an imperfect form. 

God’s people have always had a history of this very thing – giving primary attention to the things God would say are secondary, and eventually losing track of the most important things. The book of Isaiah deals primarily with this theme: God telling his people, “You gather. You posture. You fast. You sing… but then you are selfish, rude, uncaring, exploiting, and oppressive to one another. How can I hear your prayers when you are so far from my will, my nature? If you choose religious routines over walking in intimate relationship with me and others, I am not impressed. I am not pleased with you setting yourself a quota and motivating yourself through guilt. That’s selfish too. If you were in my embrace, you’d have joy and empowering to shine. You’d be motivated by love, which is Divine. If even your spirituality is all about you, something is off.” 

Worship is not contained in our limited forms, or in our crying out to a form. It’s ultimately in our function – the entirety of our lives, everything that we are and exist to be and do.

I suppose that to attempt primarily worshiping God outside of the realm of function could ultimately prove as misguided as just bowing down to a statue. And if that's the case, our "worship" itself becomes idolatry. Without function, that form is cheap and meaningless. Without function, worship is left to our best guess at an object, rather than our joining in the subject (and WITH the Subject) of the Great Story. 


9 comments:

  1. Agree! I was actually prepping myself for a bit of a struggle here. I was afraid you were going to throw the baby out with the bath water, so to speak. :) My parents always talked about worshiping God in ALL that you do (helping others, nature, etc)... it was never just about music or an experience. I love them for that! I never rode the "worship music" train. It used to make me kinda mad because I always viewed music as a living medium for conversation... you can't bottle it. I find that the music form of worship, for me, facilitates a "walk in the garden". It helps my mind focus and my spirit be free to communicate with my maker. He doesn't NEED my worship or adoration. He and I both desire to walk and talk together. Music becomes our Eden. If I were to just pray in silence, my mind goes a million miles and after two seconds I end up planning my todo list for the day. Perhaps love languages play into it. Mary's love language was quality time. Martha's may have been "acts of service".

    On a side note, I don't suppose that maybe the "church" doesn't derive it's form of "service" on what ancients did in temples, worshiping gods, but perhaps "heathens" have been trying all this time to fill the communication void that was created since man left the garden.

    Hope this makes sense. My brain always feels a little muddled since spending 90% of my time with small children. :)

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    1. oh gosh! I knew that part wasn't going to come out right. :) I will try again.

      When you said, "The ancient Greeks and Romans went to a temple and did as the gods did. This was “worship.” They joined in the function. They partied. But modern Christians go to a church building and attempt to drum up the most emotional response toward an intangible form, and then we get confused and saddened when it doesn’t stir us or fails to connect... So even our “worship” becomes a selfish fix – part of an ongoing religious routine." and also "I suppose that to attempt primarily worshiping God outside of the realm of function could ultimately prove as misguided as just bowing down to a statue. And if that's the case, our "worship" itself becomes idolatry." it reminded me of when I heard someone talk once about how the modern church (actual church building, large gatherings, etc) is modeled after the way "heathens" worshiped back in the day.

      It all just makes me wonder if the modern church and ancient heathens are/were both just trying desperately to fill the tangible communication void that was lost when Adam and Eve left the garden.

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  2. I appreciate this!

    One thing I will say though: although I agree you that the church could use a lot of work in this area, I know that there are churches and people who are putting to practice true and beautiful lives of worship to Christ. I'm sure you are aware of this of course, but you kinda make it sound as if the church on the whole is falling short in this area....I don't know...maybe it needn't be said but I feel it should.

    On another note, I can remember the years of struggle I have had with musical worship....I mean... the songs that were chosen were proclaiming some very grandiose things on how we feel about God or what we were going to do for Him, and although they may have been all very good things I just couldn't agree with or put myself in a position emotionally to agree with them. So I would condemn myself for not feeling the same as the writer of the song, and that if I could "make myself" feel the things being proclaimed, something in my heart would change. Later it struck me that a lot (if not the majority) of the songs that were being chosen were all about how WE feel about God or what WE were going to do for Him. I was stuck and would finally just say "wait, I don't feel that way at all right now! What is it that you want from me? Is it OK that I'm not singing along and just thinking or meditating during worship, Lord?". After a while of this it occurred to me through the Holy Spirit and much prayer and study that what God desired of me was honesty, transparency, obedience, and not to mention.....He wanted me!


    Now at least one thing I appreciate in musical worship (because our feelings are so random and fleeting) are songs that proclaim who God is...what His character is like, and what He has done. Old hymns are fantastic because they just have a very solid doctrine behind what they say. They're intended, at least in part, to proclaim the truths of God straight to our hearts so that we may meditate on them and come to a place were we can honestly respond with what we feel. There is where the Holy Spirit begins to do His work in is; when we open up to Him in honesty....in all of our weakness.

    This article confirms this truth in a big way. Like you said: "Worship will be accomplished as you saturate your aim with doing as God does - not just calling out to a vague notion of God's form, but joining in God's function. Live in this way, letting all you do be marked with love, mercy, compassion, honesty, truth, beauty, freedom.".

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  3. First off - you guys are awesome. Most peoples' blogs I follow have comments that range between 2 words and a sentence.

    @TheJoyBird - I totally agree, and have always had the same issues in attempting the general tradition of "prayer" in the sense most people mean it... The funny thing is that my mind does the million different directions thing even when I'm singing in a crowd. Unless I'm actually playing and leading, I have a hard time focusing on the spirit of the music and the words being sung! I am truly that ADD. This is why, when I'm not leading, I prefer to meditate or journal or serve in some other capacity. It's not because I'm restless or have a "Martha complex" (as some would suggest) - it's because I desperately need to be able to focus! Hehe.

    As for your side note... I *think* I understand what you're saying, but I might benefit from you rephrasing it somehow before I respond. Good luck with the kiddos. ;)

    @gabe - I agree about songs which declare God's beauty and nature (etc) rather than just having songs that are really isolated and me-centric. I have a harder time connecting with those as well. If there are two worship trends I loathe, they are 1) "Jesus is my boyfriend" songs, and 2) What I call "wrist-slitting worship," where people are more hung up on their depravity now than before they supposedly knew God... which is pathetic and spiritually unbecoming, to say the least.

    As for my painting with a broad brush... guilty as charged. But I always do that. I think in generalities despite particular things which might prove "exceptions to the rule" as I see it. Even when I felt my own place of fellowship had a handle on these issues (or at least an awareness and a desire to aim higher lyrically, musically and corporately), I still would write and speak as I do now. My sensibility - for some reason - is always set on a "general pulse" of sorts; it's how I'm wired and I can't help it. Which is not to say I'm necessarily *right*, but it's the only way I know how to engage what is and what should be. I think corporately. Kinda like I covered in the other blog - when Isaiah casts his lot with his people despite not sharing in their ugliness (and despite realizing there must be SOME who "get it right")... That's how I operate too. I never had any real or personal passion or burden for truth until I embraced this facet of who I am.

    All that said... I *do* believe Christianity as a whole falls short in this area. And though I can't be absolutely certain, I'd stand by my assesssment, because I think most Christians today in our setting are A) viewing worship primarily as "singalong church music" rather than "a life reflecting God," and B) because the reverence for this form isn't stopping musical worship itself from (on the whole) being dull, trite, disingenuous and cheapening. Christian radio is a great indicator... and when you consider most big churches are chasing precisely that down as a goal... it's not a scenario I'd say is "mostly good and healthy."

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    1. That is a good point. I wonder what the recognizable sign will be for the world then that the church is living in true worship? But alas, I think I know the answer to that, "By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.”, plus the majority of these blogs seems to point us in a direction to mend that or seek mending. It is just unfortunate that the "general whole" isn't seen like that (as far as I know), as much as I would like it to be. But the good thing is that there IS true worship happening and healing IS taking place throughout the body of Christ, so it is not a downward spiral (at least I have hope in that).

      And lastly, I literally laughed out loud when you said 1) "Jesus is my boyfriend" songs, and 2) What I call "wrist-slitting worship,".....classic

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    2. oh and P.S.

      Funny story....I remember one time when I was drumming for worship at this church (I love this church, I really do) and the pastor had asked the worship leader to pick a secular song that reflected the message as a means to draw out truths within our culture. I have no issue with that, and can see the benefit of it absolutely. But.....he picked Lady Antebellum's "I run to you"....I never in all my drumming life felt as awkward playing worship as I did then. I was looking at Scott while I was playing and we both could sense the "...nope" in each others faces. lol

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    3. That's hilarious. I totally can picture "...nope" in the face. Of course, where Lady Antebellum is concerned, it could have been a lot worse.

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eM213aMKTHg&ob=av2e

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    4. haha I know! but it was especially weird when he sang "I run to you gerrrl" in a cheesy Southern drawl.

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  4. Many if not most Christians I know are struggling with the seeming "ineffectiveness" of worship in their various churches. Our soul does need to express something to God that it seems only music is able to evoke in us. We long for that emotional stirring that makes us deeply aware of our connection to the God who really does speak to our innermost being. So music that draws us back to remembering WHO God IS is important in our lives, BUT actual WORSHIP is something OTHER than that. God is glorified, magnified, made MUCH of, when we participate in the work that is dear to HIS heart, that is, bringing good things to the lives of the people He created.

    This is a very well-thought out blog that I recommend for anyone struggling with this issue of "finding" great worship. Most of us KNOW that worship is for the purpose of blessing GOD and not ourselves, but this blog by Kevin MacDougall put it all together quite well for me!

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